SO basically I have been into lolita since like 7th gradish. But my mom hates with a burning passion the style. I have been able to get a few peices but my mom still won't let me be a life style one. I am in 10th grade now. I have even been to Baby NYC and Baby Paris! But she hates it so much and says if I want her and my dad to pay for college I can't wear it. I feel horrible when I wear normal clothing since I am plus sized and have been my whole life. Lolita is the first time I felt EVER pretty. What can I do? I feel small and become a lotttt more shy when I'm not wearing it but when I am my confidence is much better.